this past weekend's church service could only be described as amazing. it was an eye opener. and I don't know how, but what I got from it was a realization. that my religious journey must be advanced through music. and it must happen using a nearly decade old project I've had laying dormant on numerous computers.
I have to use BLEDaesthetic to work through my issues. I have to use BLEDaesthetic to find myself. I have began wondering if this is why it never got out of my house and on a stage. I've been trying so hard to make it something I want it to be rather than what I need it to be. For the first time since the moment where I realized it was a lost cause, I feel as though it is somehow going to work. I hope it does. So now I need to find a place to record, and find interested members of a music community I have lost touch with to help me. It's still a lot of work, but no task seems daunting anymore. That's why I feel I am on the right path for the first time since I had this idea.
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