forgotten

everyday i keep looking
for a peace of mind
and each day it keeps getting
harder to find


though I look for you
i feel not an ounce of progress gained
is there something exact
i need to attain?


could this be 
a hopeless venture?
could I be
another empty creature?
could You be
another security to lose?
could You be
a simple nothing to use?


show me something
just say anything
this feeling is attacking me
too often
show me anything
just say something
prove to me that
i'm not forgotten


another day felt wasted
they all look so assured
and here i sit feeling so lost
i want to be cured
what do i have to do?
repent? confess? lay it all down on the line?
haven't I done that enough?
I've left things to faith so many times

could this be 

a hopeless venture?

could I be

another empty creature?

could You be

another security to lose?

could You be

a simple nothing to use?

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had to stop. my daughter came over to the computer and typed all this....

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and then told me it says "I love daddy". that'll be all from me today.